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ever recall the last time you laugh or
cry so bad that you can't stop ?

in my memory, i don't think so
whenever i laugh and cry
there is always some thoughts going around
eventually i stop ...

appearance, you might look happy and sad
but the true fact, you are hiding something
no one can reads mind, never other's thoughts
you are your own mind-reader

i might smile on the outside, maybe i'm sad
crying on the outside, maybe i'm happy
people can be very temperamenterm
please bear with that person or not

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ever get the feel people staring at you
with an unusual look or stare
that is towards you only
what doesn't that even means ?

- i'm quadramatic

my VAINITY

snaps snaps
snaps snaps
snaps snaps

the flashlights, the fashion light
the spotlight all on me
the days got my picture taken
my fame-y president and my glamour monitor self

feel the flow the fame moving through my veins
got to look my best, for that day
people asked me, why not bring ur own dressing room
whoosh, the wind blowing through my hair

as the door opened, took the first step in the hall
immediately, i felt the red carpet vibe
as though i am a true glamourous famous person
people begging for my pictures and autographes

obviously, what i mentioned above is fake
is my illusion only, i am just imagining
well can't i dream, it might just happen
truly have faith and confidence in me

i took 4 pictures for the photoshoot
the first one is my president self in my club
the second one is journalism club
third is the same, difference is i'm sitting

fourth, is my glamour self in my class
also known as the vain monitor
who mentally changed the class to 4 FAME
posed poker face during my casual shot

as usual the FAME is busy doing something
busy talking, chattering and posing
total noise pollution to the teachers
well, sure is a fun thing to do

let me end my vain-ity pose,
with something glamour
it is good to live expensive,
no matter how or why i am still ...

nostalgia

have you feel like the whole world
is moving but you are stopping at
your particular moment ?
well, have you ?

is sad to admit, but yes
something you can even feel
that the world is moving too fast
and you are not fast enough to catch up

feeling so empty and left out ?
that is what am i trying to say
there is a part of my memory
is left behind and no way time is
moving back for you only

crying wouldn't make anything better
so do laughing, they are those who
are hiding their pain and sorrow
is like the missing pages in your diary

happy and sad, you still have to go on
bitter or sweet, you still have to know
you can't just leave everything behind
glam or not, you're still a person

and what does that means,
you are no difference from the others
so try to lower down your ego or vain
people might dislike or even hate it

remember that everyone have their
own very special feeling that can be
very fragiled, so take care others
don't selfish but selfless

i write all of this is not because of
my fame or my shame
i am not trying to be an emo
or maybe i am already one

*gasp* i am emo ?
stay tune for my FABu random posts
*the fame* yea everyone

weird

met this friend
hardly talk when encounter

friendship can't be form
with silence only
that is almost impossible
but this friendship is maybe exceptional

don't you think is weird to have a friend
that you hardly communicate with
the only time that we talk
is on msn only not real life

is like knowing someone through the net
is just so hard, you couldn't know better
is is is like like
'can't read your, can't read your, can't read your PokerFace'

one day, told you that 'you're my best friend'
what are kind reaction should you show?
shocked, panic or suprised?
leaving in the state of confusion

obviously, i am truly speechless
there is nothing i can say , Ehh Ehh
but my friend keep telling there is something wrong
this is making the friendship even more mysterious

is like someone telling an interesting story
and it is so so nice that you are kinda addicted to
you need to know more, crave for more

well, i so sorry, i am s-s-s-sorry yah
i have to find out why, f-f-f-find out why
is just like this friendship outshines
the other friendship in my life

is like spotlight on you
all the eyes are on us
is some kind of joke ?
or is it our FAME ?

i am not ashame to admit
this mysterious friendship
is me and yours
not some others, right

for my fabu friends, beware
for my 'the fame' crew, stay out
you all don't why or how people
are gonna prank y'all tomorrow

Happy Early April Fool Day

THE FAME

the fame by lady GaGa

'can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read my poker face'

' i'll follow you until you love me'

' there is nothing else i can say, eh eh'

' daddy i'm so sorry, i'm like so s-s-s-sorry'

' boys boys boys, you like boys in cars'

mc D's fries

Pancake

i'm didn't even know there is close friendship

that has yet to develop

how weird, right ?

Oh My

i changed my mickey phone to this LG

i did my civic projek

about my family tree

i know it is so so fugly

i might redo it

NEW love

i found my new love

that is new target of

future phone

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don't steal my phone