Uncertain toward time

Time, we always seems to lose track of time when we're busy.
Particularly when happy and enjoyous moments in our life.
I sometimes feel that time is toying us all.
Time just fly by so fast and you won't notice it.

Growing up so quickly, I am not prepared for all the next encounters in life.
Lack of time to adapt to newer environment and strangers.
There is this uncertainty that I always fear of.
I am afraid of big changes that will bring impact to my life.



I am just not ready to face all these soon to be new challenges in life.
Till its the right time, I will be brave enough to take a leap in my life.
I learn that its okay to fall down once in awhile as long as you don't give up.
So what if there isn't anyone to catch you, you know that you will be there for yourself.



Now I just want to close my eyes and make a wish, eventhough it might not be granted.
There is all sorts of gathering held lately and my dad is unhappy about it.
He thinks that I am going out so often, now I have this fear of asking permission to go out.
Whenever an invitation comes in, I have no idea what do? Should I cruely decline it?

I feel so lost whenever I need to make decision like this. Its either family or friends.
Then, I will undergo depression because of not knowing what to do.
I feel that I am such a failure, do I give false impression to everyone?
Anyone regrets knowing me and having me as a friend?



I can't determine what will I face in the future.
Its beyond time and it will be unpredictable.
I'll just let life take me wherever it leads me to.
Meanwhile, I gotta solve my current problems.
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This is the second teaser poster, continue to wonder when will the real pictures debut.



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Take a leap or just jump ahead, there is nothing to be fear of.

I enable comment system for the blog.
You can either leave comments on the chatbox or the comment after this post.
About the layout, I will change it ASAP.
Till then, enjoy reading.

Teaser 1

I am upgrading my blog slowly or am I just lazy?

I have more or less 3 months till my college starts.

I have changed the layout into something temporary.

Christmas is long over and embarrassed to keep that layout up for so long.

Previously I posted a picture of me that resemblance a magazine cover.

Instead of transforming that particularly picture, I took more of it.

I shall post more of my fashion photo shoot.

Don't put hopes high up as it might not be fashionable.

I'll posting teaser posters before revealing any of the real pictures.

Enjoyed.

New Year Shopping

Its almost the time to celebrate chinese new year once again.

Just like any celebration, everyone will be busy preparing.

Preparation such as spring cleaning and major shopping.

Well, all I know is that I need to buy new outfits for this celebration.

A new set of clothes gives you a brand start for the year.

Have you started shopping ? I know I have.

Hehe, you all should start shopping for new clothes.
GOOD LUCK :)

its new year

Its 2011, twenty eleven. Happy New Year, everyone :)

more blog post from me soon :)

hehe ...

Merry Christmas

Its a bit too early to wish everyone but soon i will be busy.

Have fun and stay healthy :)

I have no real christmas tree, take this as the replacement.
Hope you don't mind :)




See you guys next year :)

Chic-ed

My high school prom night was last night.

Its a happy and enjoyable event, at for me it is.

Truly unforgettable too. Lack of words to describe it.

Prom gave me insomnia, I had more or less 3 hours of sleep.

But I think its worth of my time though.

Of course I was super nervous, as I had to perform.

Somehow I feel so pressured and stressed too.

Anyways I had fun. I am the prom king and the best dressed male.

Here is a picture of me before the event :)

Should I transform this picture into a magazine cover?

i am back

I am back from my hibernation,

Clearly you seen the new design,

Simple yet its festive,

I think i am resuming in blogging.

SPM just ended, well there is one more subject.

But all the tough subjects is down.

It just feels like its all over.

I am gonna continue to upgrade my blog .....

Please stay tune..... :)