soon i will ...

soon i will ....
renovate this blog to the highest quality.
increase the quantity of blog post.
take more pictures and provide the finest of them.

in conclusion, i'm gonna start blogging right after SPM.

its not a goodbye

Picture is not just piece of paper with graphics on it.
Sometimes you can find a beautiful story lie within the picture.
Most often beautiful memories is captivated inside the photo.
Then, does your photos tells you a story of your past?

Though, my graduation ceremony had just passed last week.
I'll always remember it as it just happened yesterdays.
High school is often the starting point of everyone's life.
That is at least what i had been told,

I will take graduation as a new beginning in my life.
A new chapter of my journey, not a goodbye.
I believe that life must go on no matter what happens.
I hope that my pictures brings me nostalgic memories when I'm older.

I capture some of the moments during graduation that mean so much to me.
This blog have also keep track of my high school life.
I'm sure many years later, this blog brings me a lot of memories.
I could never forget the friends that i meet and spend time with.







I know this is irrelevant to graduation, it was taken on my graduation,
This will be the last time that I will be posing like these pictures with my friends.

send my goodbyes

lately i feel so out of place, there is so much things going on
its affecting my study life though, i couldn't concentrate
seriously i don't feel calm or serene at home, i just ..
i just feel so annoyed and unwanted in a way

my family wasn't the easier to communicate with
as i am growing up, words is getting lesser and lesser
its seems like communication isn't important no more
the only thing we talk about is our whereabout

i feel school is 100 times better than home, no joke
my class teacher and friends are so supportive
always giving me encouragement whether its advice or tease
it feels so warm , never feeling out of place ...

let me share some of my recent encounters,
recently i just passed my driving test, i am suppose to be happy
but i am not because there is a lot of restriction thrown into me
like i can't drive, more like thinking i am incapable ...

before i passed, i miserably failed twice, i was obviously sad
but my parents made me feel worse, kept on telling me i knew you can't do it
in school, everyone tell me i can do it better next time, wonderful
i don't know whether they are exepcting too much or not

everyday i die little at home, filled with misery
here is a postcard, send my misery away

not what i need

is success that important in a lifetime ? aren't failure least important ?
i may not be living at an old age yet, but things changes and you noticed it
revolutions and evolutions is happening, you can't help it but to look at it
everything is based on trial and error theory, nothing is in a perfect success.

even the greatest may need to fail plenty of times till he got it right
if i were to compared to my own failure, it will be painfully mere
sometimes thinking about the first failure is nothing to compare with today
today as in the present, all the current things that i had built

experience can be gained throughout the process of learning and trying
gotta to be adventurous, try out new and different things
it can really open up more your vision and the way you think
have variety in life might be confusing but a lot can be learned too

listen to everyone around you talked can bring you inspiration
what others said can be helpful and might just be the element you need
....
don't others for granted ..

wth !

failure is not something that i could not cope with
its just that i find it hard to deal with it and get over it
after so many years of smooth sailing, but now there should be some rough ones
but there are bound to be failures every now and then

the problems is you have no clue when failure strikes
it will hit you in the face and it will hurt so badly
i should not give up, in life there is a lot of unexpected lurking
but its just so stressful, i think i could not go on anymore

this tear breaking moment has brought my heart up and down
as though its falling apart, kept on worrying ....
people's laughing at my failure, i thought i will break down !
but here i am blogging about it, still hang on

everyone telling me how to live my life, i should not care
just go live yours and i will not tell you how to live yours too
sure you can comment, but its my life though
i can be selfish and choose not to listen ....

i am not perfect, but so do you. don't try to be my guide
so just shut up ....

friendship

there is no layer of depletion between any friendship,
i don't really know the meaning of friendship ..
there is no boundaries between any kind of friendship
anyone with any criteria can be friends as long you don't mind


no matter what type of monster you are, you can be friends
just like elmo and domoKUN... so cute !

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so lazy to blog. i'll try to blog more ...

poser much, haha

hopes my readers are excited to see my next batch of pictures,
its taken on the same day too, no outfit change :(
the good thing is its in dslr quality, super clear
more vain pictures lining up for you !


its so clear that my textured skin can be seen, its not flawless, no
but clear things up, i did edit the lighting and add words but no my skin


the mystic picture of me, the real picture can barely see my face
credits to photoshop, always a hero to fix my dark pictures


another attempt to strut my glam face, with a lil touch of vintage
the font is so good in it, somewhat like a signature


how about this, looks like i am modelling for something
one of my friend was shocked because its so manly, well is it ?
perfect hair, perfect lighting, perfect pose, makes me scream
i envy myself of this picture, can i have this look forever


last but not least, my inseparable blackberry
my greatest accesory and the best i can ever have...

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stay tune for the next post for the grand introduction of the camera
and also some of the effects that the camera features ....