holidays

it's the second day of school since the holidays
2 weeks just flew by me so fast
those 2 weeks was strictly for slacking
all i do was everything but study ...

how fantastic of me to do that ...
wasting precious time instead of studying
the worst or best part was went out to hang out
watching movie and shopping; lying to myself about studying

where do i shopped you asked ? Sunway
what movie did i watch ? Hannah Montana and 17 again
both touching stories and didn't managed to buy anything
it was fun not thinking anything and going on with what you have

the 'best' thing about holidays is exam is round the corner
i had loads of fun during this 2 weeks even if was meaningless
i do envy others who had productive holidays
i feel like a complete failure not doing anything right

i didn't study or exercise ...
i even doubted myself doing those
and i am even right about that
i am far too lazy and have minor will power

can't do much ... i hope that i will have
a productive holiday where i achieve
whatever i feel that is a NEED
need to be concerned what am i doing ...

i really need a solution for my laziness ...
i am crushing my visions for the future ...
gasp! need to hurry to get rid of this
i am delusional currently ......