times like this always occcurs in life but it is a bothersome
causing me to lose control of my emotion and become sad
conflicts is filling up and also tumbling down, i'm lying dead
gotta calm myself, even tears is falling down and i'm terrified

truth been told, refusing to believe such truth like its lie
when hurt yourself too much, its only right that you don't believe
its called self-defence, don't want no scars leaving a mark
marks that reminds you the pain and the horror of it

i am facing it, not trying to avoid anything at all
assumption had got you no where, open your eyes
see what is lying or hanging in front of you
it might be destiny or your answer that you are waiting for

tell me that when i was FIFTEEN, i might believe you
now that i am not, cleary i don't believe you anymore
not as naive as i was before, those petty thoughts is gone
don't expect me to believe or answer those questions

its already gone, all i can tell you now