oooo

this picture is not real, as in decorating the ugly doors !
faked the the stupid for the morale project

blues

its friday night, thought it was suppose to be a party night
it doesn't seem like it and i forgot to ask for the pictures\

i'm down !

crazy 4

a little something to remind me of my old, small little classroom
it shall remain as something that is valuable to me
shall never get to see my little class as its gone !
i'll treasure it with all my heart !

delay

i truly apologises for the fact that i did not update about not updating about yesterday
not to put the blame on the others, its definately the photo factor
the photo is not with me, and friday or saturday only i can update about it
i try to update about it on friday, hope i'm not exhausted from tuition

;D have a nice day

'YOU' have not win yet, but imma support my friend

tempting ?

something to tempt you all !

today i went out to leisure mall to have small reunion or gathering
just came back, i will state the details tomorrow and the pictures too.

!!!

people can be so self-obsess, more like delusional
why can be so obsess !

krrolg

i'm starting to rot at home, aren't i suppose to be busy right now?
not really, credits to someone, i'm at home doing nothing
waited the whole morning for nothing, been woke up by you people
now what, change of plans, decided to stay home ?

after all, i have no freedom of speech at home, no matter what i say is wrong
all i can do is juat listen, try to ignore every single detail
pretending that it don't bother me at all, well its a tough job
nothing is easy, its not easy doing nothing !

tired

why are dreams so fragile? it tend to break easily with one blow
no matter how tough you are on the outside, you will break down one day
but not everyone is weak, everyone have different traits
so i don't see the point comparing yourself to someone else, as you know its not the same

why will you feel sad when your dreams are shattered ?
maybe its because its something that you plan and its not successful
that's why we are sad? it really had left me speechless
no one thing i can think of, mentally break down for a minute

everyone are bound to be sad somehow or anyhow
no way of preventing something that you can't see it coming
something will just stumble upon you, you are caught off guard
definately not prepared to face it, somehow we lose, sadness come along

school without camera is just so dull, no moment to be capture
this blog will fall apart and its because there is no life in it
its like a drawing without colour to it, there is an obvious difference
no more feel good moment to keep with us anymore, everything come to an end?

i seems like a person who focus onto the negative side ...
when people comments about my personalities
it will be happy, cheerful and mostly optimistic
but the truth is i'm not, sometimes i need a break from who am i

also am tired of living in the same drama that repeats itself
same old routine will get you bored, really tired ....

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its nothing !

happy with thoughts

even if today has no homework for me to complete,
i made a decision to finish up something that isn't overdue yet
trying to achieve something for the last year in high school
finished the novel homework for BM, feel so accomplished

i'm very happy for no particular reasons, just joy filled the emptiness
i jumped, skipped merrily while mumbling song lyrics
never been so happy randomly for a long time, today rained
the rain is like adding more happy into me, can't help it but to smile

maybe this is what people mean, simplicity can bring happiness
also every lunch during school hours, is an enjoyable moment
hanging out with Yun and Yen, sharing our little secrets
secrets that burst into laughters for us three, simple laughter brings joy

i'll end here, tomorrow i gotta get myself pasteurize by Yen with Yun

speechless,,,

i'm pretty speechless towards my daily routine, it's on loop
repeating and repeating, don't quite like it !!!
so boring that i don't have ideas, its absorb by the homework
so blame them !!!

o_O

still so busy with my homework and assignments,
inconsistant amount of homework given, need to finish up everything
i'll try to update something interesting by this weekend ...
readers is dropping so fast, the horror ....

.,.,.,

glamour glitz and timeless

abandon

i'm busy doing my chemistry assigment that i abandon my blog

;;;

wow, its getting busier day by day
tuition to coop up with my current science subject
the hardwork that i'm working on
definately it will come back to me

what a hectic day, 13 hours not been home

isnh

gasp, i accidently forgot to update my blog,
form 5 is definately a busy year, doing homeworks and projects
furthermore, there is research to be done and i want slack
at the same time i don't want my homework to pile up

practically, there is nothing much going on at home and school
only daily routines and normal stuffs going on ...

white white like nothing

its a typical night and i'm listening to kind of music
i'll never know your story like your's friends do

i wear white specs, you wear white specs
i'm the cheer captain, you were nobody

can't you see that i'm the one who doesn't understand you
i'm been here all along, can't you see

this is a bunch of looney words

back off, AM

- you better back off, add maths -

moment that you

millions of stars up in the sky, which of these belongs to you?
in the middle of the night counting how many stars are there
they're so little and so many of them, i felt asleep
all i know is that the star that caught my eye was so flashy

every night look outside my window, there's it and always will be
that star is light of my dreams and hope, somehow represents me
if it choose to fade, meaning i have to kiss all my dreams goodbye
shall let it go without any regards, let it fly like a butterfly

when it rains, dark clouds hide the stars and its darker than usual

used to have

once i studied in a small classroom and hated it at first
love grows eventually and it's possesive and addictive
sometimes i hate it when you hate turns love, hate
but its the way of life and always its the way of life

remembered watching Lion King, mentioned something
about the circle of life, i do believe this theory
what goes around, comes around; Karma
nevermind of these bunch of nothing !

i could still remember the day i entered 4 joy
complaining the size of the room, so small and stuffy too
the amount of the oxygen is insufficient for 20 students
its hot most of the time and hardly cold

throughout the whole year of studying the compact room
i think i had fell in love with the way it is, no changes needed
guess what, the small, compact room had a warm, loving feel
the hospitality that we provide to teachers was remarkable



even i could feel that we're truly a family with strong bond
besides that, our room was isolated from all the classes
we simply stay in our tiny classroom filled with tiny table and chair
making the noise of five classes, i think i'm used to that enviroment

we always made full use of our time taking pictures and enjoying it

we celebrated a lot of events ourselves and it's truly fun
no other class i been its that crazy, eccentric and i lost count of the words
those will deeply craved in my heart as a sweet memory

what are the chances of having the life of this in the near future?
i don't know but its already over and i'm too late to prevent it from happening
i don't care what others think of us, especially to those who think we're weird
well, tough luck having class of yours and giggling its not as fun as laughing out loud

apparently our class was the first class and always claimed that we're the best
best as in keeping quiet and do what as we're told to, not rebellious
well, we're still kids who wanna have fun like everyone else
what makes us differently from the other ? perhaps the fact its the first class

the 4 joy of 2009 is trying to prove to the teachers that we're not a bookworm
also capable of work hard and play hard at the same time !
we're not the same as the previous joy classes that is quiet and silence
noisemaker or not, we're proud of who we are and still standing strong

Life is like a book that you wrote, certainly live through it

don't know what you all think about us, but we not its not something we care
we also wanted to thank the school for isolating our class
we did not feel lonely being the only class on the floor
instead it really help us a lot, also we got different teachers from the others

feeling so special and completely lose the feeling of anger towards the isolation
all the teachers were so humourous and we tend entertain each other
some were gone and some were not teaching us again, feeling upset
but always hoping for the best and you know something to hold on

but what's lost, its already gone and no turning back
even there is some regard and a little of regret
but i must understand that its a reality and the fact
a fact that i can't possibly change, it had to be USED TO HAVE



used to escape the reality but i know its immature of me to do that
all is there to do is to look back and remember those moments
that had pass by just like that without the chance saying goodbye
its going too fast, so fast that i'm missing something that has not over

even time stop, no time in the world can make me feel the same
i also know that if time stops, i couldn't feel it either
because everything will freeze and its nothing at the end
but i can't help it wondering what would it be like if is forever of the moment

Love is possessive, enough said

i not ready to accept a big change that's happening so fast
called me immatured, maybe i just don't want to accept it
the love i have its really possessive and addicted for quite some time
never notice it because i don't want it to be reveal, wanna keep it as a secret

can i still believe in fairytale, where happy endding occurs at the end ?
or the unbelievable suprise come along with it, NO this is the reality
what else is left to do ? i'm falling down and in love with something
that i used to have, so why not ?




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as much i don't want the moment to end, but i still have to end this post
this is the decent post that i mention, yet its not decent after all
i shall leave the hidden meaning remaining hidden, not wanting to find it
perhaps when i'm older, i might flipped back the pages looking for it

the littlest can really bring the most joy to us, believe it

can i be visionary ? am i right ?

oo

- ITS FRIDAY, THEREFORE I'M ALLOW TO BE LAZY FOR NOW -

a decent post will be updated in the weekend, Happy First Weekend !

insane

- I'M MUAY MUAY MUAY HAPPY, DON'T KNOW WHY -

i'm happy because of *ahemahemahem*, insanity

ooo

- HOPE SLIGHTLY CRUSHED, NOTHING TIME CAN'T CURE -

urgh

its another school day, which i call tuesday !
due to the new traffic system the school is working on,
plenty of students reached to school pretty late
i hurried to class and rushed to the HOC for the assembely

there was a 'student' jam going on at the bridge ...
a lot was rushing to the hall and there it was ...
CERTAINTEACHERWHICHICLEARLYDISLIKE was there
what a great sight to start a marvelous day !

credits to the long-winded 'welcome back to school' speech
ADD MATHS was indirectly gone and of course we're happy
last year, we have add maths after the assembely
a very bad way to start a school day, but suppose it's normal?

it's wednesday tomorrow ....

........

its the 1st day of school, i somehow survived it
its a great day to start school minus the a lot of facts happened this morning
there were 2 new student or should i said an ex-Surian and a new student
just so let ya'll know, i have 'Megan Fox' as my history teacher, she's pretty funny

everyday i will update a short post to keep you all entertain, or not
so bear with me because i have no update of photos or images

back to school, 2010

wonder how would it be ?

outraged!

new year new life is what people says during the new year
everyone bound to have at least one resolution that needs to accomplish
when i say everyone i really mean everyone including my country, MALAYSIA
the government had come up with their resolution, 15 to be exactly

only 2 out of 15, something is bothering me and also suprising
it was #5 and #12 was something to go crazy about in the good and bad way
#5 was SPM subjects will be capped at 10+2 - 10 core subjects and 2 elective subjects
#12 was September 16 will be made a national public holiday to celebrate Malaysia Day

i don't know how to react towards statement #5, angry or happy?
maybe i should be outrage like a mad person, why?
10 core subjects and what would they be ?
it's a little too complicated or completely different or weird should i add

i was really wondering what are the 10 subjects and am i capable accepting the fact
the thought came across, is there no more science and art streams ?
the things that i studied during last year will be a waste or not ?
will this affect our *insertyourselfplease,toospeechlesstodescribewhateverthisis*

whatever this statement is, i hope it does not affect us SPM taker of 2010
also i don't want to repeat taking SPM over and over again
to top it off, i'm not prepared to face SPM yet, talking about it makes me shivers
last question; 'why does changes always occur during my YEAR ?'

to #12, its a celebratory news for citizens of Malaysia, an extra holiday for everyone
i think this is something should have been approved since Malaysia was borned
in my history textbooks, it cleary states that September 16 was the official date
for the collabration of the East and West of the current Malaysia

trying to find you the source of this information, but nothing occur to me
and i'm lazy to snap a picture of the segment, you are welcome to find in
the STARS newpaper, the 1 January 2010 issue, go search it
the page was N6, Nation, go check it out

year 2010