not what i need

is success that important in a lifetime ? aren't failure least important ?
i may not be living at an old age yet, but things changes and you noticed it
revolutions and evolutions is happening, you can't help it but to look at it
everything is based on trial and error theory, nothing is in a perfect success.

even the greatest may need to fail plenty of times till he got it right
if i were to compared to my own failure, it will be painfully mere
sometimes thinking about the first failure is nothing to compare with today
today as in the present, all the current things that i had built

experience can be gained throughout the process of learning and trying
gotta to be adventurous, try out new and different things
it can really open up more your vision and the way you think
have variety in life might be confusing but a lot can be learned too

listen to everyone around you talked can bring you inspiration
what others said can be helpful and might just be the element you need
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don't others for granted ..

wth !

failure is not something that i could not cope with
its just that i find it hard to deal with it and get over it
after so many years of smooth sailing, but now there should be some rough ones
but there are bound to be failures every now and then

the problems is you have no clue when failure strikes
it will hit you in the face and it will hurt so badly
i should not give up, in life there is a lot of unexpected lurking
but its just so stressful, i think i could not go on anymore

this tear breaking moment has brought my heart up and down
as though its falling apart, kept on worrying ....
people's laughing at my failure, i thought i will break down !
but here i am blogging about it, still hang on

everyone telling me how to live my life, i should not care
just go live yours and i will not tell you how to live yours too
sure you can comment, but its my life though
i can be selfish and choose not to listen ....

i am not perfect, but so do you. don't try to be my guide
so just shut up ....

friendship

there is no layer of depletion between any friendship,
i don't really know the meaning of friendship ..
there is no boundaries between any kind of friendship
anyone with any criteria can be friends as long you don't mind


no matter what type of monster you are, you can be friends
just like elmo and domoKUN... so cute !

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so lazy to blog. i'll try to blog more ...