behind the blog

i always have a deep conversation with myself
i think about a lot of stuffs, plenty of things
i am stranded in my thoughts, loads of crossroads
standing there looking in all directions, still lost

i may seems always carefree and nothing worries me
it just that i prefered people to give me that
i don't want people going asking me about happening
here i am once again, telling my feelings to my blog

imma rock hard

i went to Hard Rock Cafe again, this time it was night
i am still not in a state to really type words, let the pics talk




seriously, i love this picture
it capture my thinnest side and credits to shadow
another thing i realise is that i have brown hair


browsing thru' the drinks menu, obviously


hmm, placed my order and just waiting for it


it gotta be the appertizer to be served first
awesome one, dying to have another one now

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i kept this pic a last or grand finale, coz its sort nice
captured the busyness of the street in the city


do click this pic, as it might not be fully view
love the glam, ;D

the badge

today was an odd day for a typical tuesday
what's odd was there was an initiation of monitor and asst. monitor

here is the proof,

the badge that i am suppose to return in
at the end of the year, not gonna

* short update is better than non ?
**addicted to photoshop

since when?

long since i blog or update pictures in my blog
i know my viewer too abandon my blog like me
well i not really going to revive my blog
but just i was sick and tired of revising for exams

when there is camera, you know ' picture time '













i am even lazy descript all of the pictures
just have a look, that's enough for me !

get

what would it be now, what is coming after this?
so what now? i am not enjoying myself lately
i am turning sensitive, i meant overly dramatic
that i let myself become a monster or a bitch

i kept on drawing the line between everything
i was never normal when its come to thinking
i do think critically but my action may not be propotional
but doesn't mean i am not capable of thinking

sometimes i don't apply things that i thought of
because i don't think people will accept it
futhermore, everytime i decide on something
the ending was bad written all over it

how am i gonna succeed in this condition
i am trying proove to people but i end up wrong
such embarassing moments, should i embrace it
maybe i should for the sake of myself

i am easily irritated and annoyed by the smallest thing
i just pretend that i am alright, just don't want to burden others
don't want to be named as a selfish person
maybe that is not true, but the aura is giving out 'go away'

feeling unwanted, i should get use to it