what would it be now, what is coming after this?
so what now? i am not enjoying myself lately
i am turning sensitive, i meant overly dramatic
that i let myself become a monster or a bitch
i kept on drawing the line between everything
i was never normal when its come to thinking
i do think critically but my action may not be propotional
but doesn't mean i am not capable of thinking
sometimes i don't apply things that i thought of
because i don't think people will accept it
futhermore, everytime i decide on something
the ending was bad written all over it
how am i gonna succeed in this condition
i am trying proove to people but i end up wrong
such embarassing moments, should i embrace it
maybe i should for the sake of myself
i am easily irritated and annoyed by the smallest thing
i just pretend that i am alright, just don't want to burden others
don't want to be named as a selfish person
maybe that is not true, but the aura is giving out 'go away'
feeling unwanted, i should get use to it
