why do i like to choose the impossibles to achieve ?
the chances i am taking and there's no guarantee feedback
why do i insist on going throught these kind of mental torture ?
dazing all night long, not that i have sleepless night but its bitter
in the night, night is the time when i feel so energyless !
can't think properly and also lose all my sense of rationality
emotionally still, neutral feelings i have ! not happy nor sad
haven find a way to express these feelings in a proper way
lost all my faiths towards everything !
shattered in million bits !
